Well this is my story. I was 16 when i got pregnant last year, January 2009. I was stupid and immature and i didn't know what i was doing, i didn't give myself enough time to think about what i was going to do. I just thought everything was going to be okay afterwards and that having an abortion wouldn't change anything. To be honest, it's changed everything. Everything i had to go through that day. Having the tablets inserted which would stop the babies heartbeat. Having to go through all the contractions and labour for 12 hours just to wait for a dead baby to come out. It was the most heartbreaking thing that i have ever done. Why would i of wanted to do that to a child? I just feel so cruel and nasty. Never ever again in my lifetime will i do something like that. It has affected me in so many ways. To this day i am still depressed about it, every day , every week, every month, it runs through my mind .. why did i do it? I could have been a loving mum to a 9 month old baby now. But instead i’m sit at home with nothing to do, no job, no money, no life. I've lost everything. I personally think that i will never ever be able to get over it.